Farm labor transforms teen’s outlook on future from ordinary to extraordinary

Daniel Portillo heard it all his life: how his parents came to Pescadero from Mexico to give their children a brighter future. How hard they worked in the fields growing and harvesting vegetables.

All so that he could go to school and have better opportunities, like a college education and a profession that did not involve hard labor for minimum wage.

It just didn’t mean much to Daniel. At 16, he didn’t much see the point of getting good grades or paying attention in class. Homework was dumb and school was hard and boring. It was more fun to goof off. Besides which, he could see his parents were earning money without a college education. Why did he need to go to college?

He barely graduated from his sophomore year at Pescadero High. After a parent-teacher meeting to discuss his grades, his parents sat him down at the kitchen table and warned him that something had to change.

“I was messing up my life,” confesses Daniel. “They told me that if I didn’t do good I was going to end up working in the fields or end up in jail – just end up in many places I didn’t want to be.”

But ending up in the fields didn’t sound like the end of the world to Daniel, who lives at a ranch on a remote part of the coast with his parents, younger siblings, and other farm laborers. Their homes belong to their jefe, the farm owner who employs Daniel’s father, Jorge.

He knew farming was hard work, but his father always seemed happy and proud of the work he did. How bad could it be?

“My son used to say, ‘Why do I have to go to school? I can just work.’ I would respond by saying I could give him an opportunity in my work if he wanted it,” says Jorge, a vigorous, expressive man with a joyful demeanor and a strong, calloused grip. (The family’s names have been changed since the parents are undocumented).

Daniel decided to try farm work, and that is how he came to join his father in the fields last summer. While Daniel’s friends had fun relaxing at home or participating in Puente’s summer Youth Leadership and Development Program, Daniel woke up shivering in the dark each morning and was working by 7 a.m., picking onion leeks at first light.

It was the absolute last place Jorge ever imagined ever seeing his son. But they both quickly realized the experience represented an important learning opportunity – and might just be the hardest lesson of Daniel’s life.

“I decided to give him the opportunity to see life in a different way in this world,” says Jorge.

Daniel’s words: “I needed something that would get me straight and I thought the field would help me. So that’s how I went into it.”

It didn’t take Daniel long to realize he was getting more than he bargained for. For two months, Daniel earned $10.25 an hour for picking onion leeks alongside his father and the rest of the crew, a group of Spanish-speaking workers between the ages of 20 and 45. He would pick a leek, sit down, and peel it. When that was done, someone would cut the stem. When he had enough leeks, Daniel would hoist a five-pound bundle over his shoulder and walk to the tractor, which had boxes to transport them to the processing shed. Someone would wash out the boxes and the tractor would return, ready to receive another load.

It was repetitive, grueling work. “We did the same thing all day,” says Daniel. He thought of quitting on his first day but decided against it because “I’m not a quitter.”

His hands started to bruise and blister. He worked through very cold mornings and very hot afternoons. At sundown, his father, the foreman, would make sure the day’s work was done before he left the field with his colleagues. Daniel was so exhausted he was sometimes in bed by 6 p.m.

“I never thought it would be easy, but working in the fields… it’s hard,” says Daniel. “You only get two breaks in the whole day. Fifteen minutes, when you’re working in the fields, does no good. Whatever you have, an apple, that’s good to eat. There’s no fancy things to wipe your hands. You can’t waste time during your break.”

A normally picky eater, Daniel would got so ravenous he would tear into whatever food his mom had packed for lunch.

“My stomach would grumble but I would drink water and just keep working,” he says. Daniel lost so much weight that summer he had to buy a whole new wardrobe for his junior year.

It was a far cry from Daniel’s previous summer jobs through Puente’s summer youth program. For two summers, Daniel provided childcare to preschool-aged children and spent his days playing and planning fun activities with kids. He was warm, comfortable, well fed, and took lots of fun field trips with the other youth in the summer program.

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One of the youth in Puente’s summer youth program works with a child in 2014.

Puente Deputy Executive Director Rita Mancera has known Daniel since he was 8 years old. She also knows his mother, who has come to Zumba classes at Puente, and his father, a longtime Puente ESL student. Mancera was very surprised to hear that Daniel was opting to work in the fields. It’s not work parents want their children to do.

“Parents with formal education want someone to follow in their footsteps if they’ve had a higher education. But the majority of people I’ve met who are low income express it differently, they are going to tell you that they want something better for their children. That is the common denominator in Pescadero,” she says. Mexican families use an expression for this; they say they want their children to become “una persona de bien” – someone who does something good in life.

That’s exactly what Jorge wants for Daniel, his eldest child and his first pride. “My biggest dream is for him to be a professional and to have good work. I tell him, son, the opportunity is inside you. In my family, you’ll be the first with a college education. When he’s a professional, his son will be too and so will his grandchildren.”

Growing up in Mexico, Jorge loved learning. He graduated from secondary school (the equivalent of 9th grade in the United States) with a near-perfect GPA. But at 16, he had to start working construction to support his parents. Later, he came to the U.S. for the same reason. Eventually, he became a foreman, overseeing other workers and running the farm, and earning more than other workers. He has sent enough money home to Mexico that he has already built his mother a house. He also built one for himself in Mexico City. His sisters live in it right now.

“When I see my children accomplish their dreams here, I’ll go back,” he says.

It didn’t take long for Daniel to recognize that he didn’t want to be a farm worker for the rest of his life. He gained a new respect for his father when he realized how tired he must be after work, and yet he still made an effort to spend time with his children. He also goes to school board meetings to represent his children’s best interests, and to ESL classes at Puente when he can.

“I saw that he really loves me, and he really wants me to be someone,” says Daniel.

That was the turning point. When Daniel went back to school this fall, he started paying attention in school and doing his homework. He now gets Bs and Cs instead of Ds and Fs. He’s surprised at how easy it is.

“This summer changed my point of view. Doing good in school, doing my homework — that’s the way I help my dad now,” says Daniel.

Mancera says she’s witnessed a palpable transformation in Daniel, who is 17 now and has decided he would like to go to college. He has a bank account for his college savings and he is working on getting his driver’s license so he can commute home from college on weekends. He wants to attend Sacramento Universal Technical Institute and learn how to be an auto mechanic. His dream is to open his own garage and fix cars, boats and motorcycles. He’ll be his own boss. When he wants to take a break, he won’t need to ask anyone.

“In a way I almost expected he was going to have some sort of ‘aha moment’ this summer, but I was not expecting everything that he discovered about himself and his family,” says Mancera. “I’m excited for Daniel’s future. I know he’s going to do well, but I think he’s going to do something extraordinary too.”

 

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On January 22, 2016, we’ll wish Kerry Lobel well in her new position at Puente, with gratitude for her service at Executive Director. We’ll also welcome Rita Mancera as our new Executive Director. Come for music, reflections, food, and community building. All are welcome. RSVP by January 15 to Eleanor Palacios at epalacios@mypuente.org or 650-262-5997 or online.
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Pescadero family thrives despite mother’s eyesight loss

You could easily divide the lives of Yesenia Ramirez and her husband and children into the categories of “before” and “after” a moment four years ago.

Ramirez, a mother of four, was employed at a flower nursery on the San Mateo County coast.

“I was working in a place where it was really hot, 110 degrees all the time. I got a lot of headaches. It started in my right eye, and little by little, I started losing vision in my left eye, too,” she says.

The headaches were a serious warning sign. Ramirez had seen a doctor, who dismissed them as allergy-related and sent her home without painkillers. Ramirez noticed her pain would spike at work when she was applying pesticides to the plants in the nursery.

“I wore a breathing mask at work when we were spraying, but even when I used it I got headaches. They told us not to complain and just to do it,” she says.

Eventually, in 2011, the pain drove her to a hospital in Santa Cruz, where emergency room doctors found her eyes so inflamed the veins “were like tree branches,” she says.

From that day onward Ramirez became effectively blind, a result of Vogt-Koyanagi-Harada disease, a rare, lifelong disorder that results in eye inflammation and can only be treated with regular steroid injections. (Her doctor says her vision loss is due to her disorder, but that the heat and pesticides at work hastened her decline).

Several surgeries and procedures later, she has partially regained her eyesight. Her struggles have not only changed her life, they have transformed her family’s lives and inspired her to help other Latino community members to take control of their own access to quality health care.

An empowered mother takes control of her health

Ramirez and her husband have four children: Itzel, 16; Jose, 14: Jazmin, 13; and Daniel, 8. Puente staff members know the family well. Ramirez recently joined Puente staff as a part-time “promotora,” or community health worker – one of four local women who travel to local farms and ranches and connect people with health care services through Puente. When not in the field, she’s a regular in Puente programs. She loves to dance her heart out at Zumba twice a week and also attends ESL classes. And Itzel and Jose are veterans of Puente’s summer Youth Leadership and Development Program.

Itzel working at Camp Jones Gulch this summer through Puente's Youth Program.

Itzel working at Camp Jones Gulch this summer through Puente’s Youth Program.

But in 2011, Ramirez was blind and in pain. She ended up at Stanford Health Care, where doctors said they would treat her for $8,000. Her husband, a dishwasher in a restaurant, thought they should spend the money but Ramirez said no, they couldn’t afford it. “The pain after that was too much to handle. A doctor at Stanford told me he would treat me whether I had insurance or not,” she says.

Ramirez did have insurance through San Mateo County – a health plan for low-income participants called ACE, which she got after signing up through Puente. But using the insurance was complicated. “I had a lot of problems with the insurance at Stanford. I’d have to go to San Mateo for medications. They always made me wait. It took a long time or there weren’t any medications. They would tell me, ‘Why did you come here?’” recalls Ramirez.

San Mateo County Public Health Nurse Karen Hackett, who is stationed with Puente, stepped in to guide Ramirez through the tangle of bureaucracy. Puente also initially helped Ramirez schedule bus pickups to get to her appointments. “Karen Hackett showed me how to fight,” she says. “Almost everything I’ve learned, she showed me.”

But as her condition persisted, there were other problems. She had to have cataract surgery and an implant in her left eye to reduce the inflammation. She couldn’t work, and her husband also missed a lot of work because he was taking her to her appointments. With four children to feed and clothe, the family was in financial trouble.

“I came to Puente for help paying rent, and they gave me money to pay rent for two months,” Ramirez says.

At home, the family struggled to find normalcy. Ramirez couldn’t do much more than make sure her kids went off to school. She had plenty of help at home from local relatives, including her sister Evelia, but she disliked being homebound in pain and constantly asked family members to help her take walks. The elder children were asked to do housework and help watch their younger siblings. Itzel, the eldest, reacted with anger and rebelled whenever she could. She struggled at school, where her grades began to plummet.

“I was frustrated with the situation and with myself. I felt like I couldn’t really handle her state much longer. It was hard to watch,” she recalls.

Jose, her younger brother, also struggled with his anger and eventually saw a counselor at Puente to help him understand and manage his emotions. “It was cool talking to him about my problems, and how to solve them,” he says.

Slowly, after countless treatments, Ramirez began to see again. Reading and driving are still beyond her reach, but she started attending Zumba classes again and taking morning walks with her friends in the Pescadero walking group. And as they matured, her children noticed how their mother never seemed to complain about how much she had lost. In fact, she seemed to gain confidence, not lose it.

“I saw them stick needles in her eyes, really long needles. I was freaked out,” says Itzel. “But she took everything very well. It didn’t affect her at all.”

Itzel remembers hearing a doctor tell her mother that she would never be able to see again. “We got out of that appointment and she said, ‘What do they know? I’ll get my eyesight back.’ That’s when I realized how strong my mom was.”

Ramirez was further emboldened to take control of her own medical appointments.

“I used to wait for Karen to be around to tell her my eyes hurt. Now I just take care of it. When I have a problem, I call the emergency room and tell them someone has to see me. They tell me when to come in,” she says. She also books her own bus pick-ups now.

That sense of confidence moved Ramirez to apply for her position as a Puente promotora. Molly Wolfes is Puente’s Community Health Coordinator. She works closely with Ramirez, who uses her own story to help motivate other people to exercise their rights within the health system.

Yesenia, second from left, with the other promotoras at Puente's Fall Harvest Celebration.

Yesenia, second from left, with the other promotoras at Puente’s Fall Harvest Celebration.

 

“She has gone full circle in her health. She started out as someone who had to reach out to Puente for her health issues – and now she’s the one helping other people navigate through the health system,” says Wolfes. “It rings true because people know she’s worked hard to get where she is.”

On her first day out in the field, Wolfes remembers she and Ramirez met a father who said his daughter had a rash and needed to see a doctor. The father worked seven days a week and could not get time off from work to take her to an appointment over the hill.

“Yesenia turned to me and said, ‘Can I take her? I can go with her on the bus.’ It didn’t even occur to me that this could be an option,” says Wolfes.

Puente’s Executive Director Kerry Lobel remarks that “at Puente so often ‘just doing our job’ changes people’s lives. And changing lives is a remarkable and humbling thing—especially when participants in Puente programs then join our team and change our lives in return.”

Hope and transformation

Ramirez is now closer than ever with her children, who have banded together around their mother and her needs. “Physically and emotionally, she’s more connected to us now. I listen to her more. I try to obey her, to do everything she wants,” says Jose.

He and Itzel now barely fight at all. They go to Santa Cruz together and do laundry for their mom. Jose tidies the living room and carries heavy things around. Itzel babysits Daniel and prepares some meals, although she laughingly says most of her cooking is “really bad.”

“Before, when we came home, the house was clean and there would be a meal waiting for us. We were spoiled by our mom,” says Itzel. “Now she needs our help for stuff.”

Itzel has also transformed her academic performance at school. She now earns excellent grades and looks forward to applying to a four-year university – a scary but exciting prospect. She has joined every single sports team at Pescadero High School, including volleyball, basketball and soccer. She is also the only girl on the boys’ baseball team.

“I needed a challenge. Participating in sports got me through that little bit of anger I still had, so I could be home and ready to help my mom,” she says. “I’ve always played sports, but I’m more of a team player now.”

Jose works in the Puente office this past summer.

Jose works in the Puente office this past summer.

Jose says his sister has set an example for the whole family. “I look up to her because she takes everything on. She even plays baseball with the guys. And she gets all her work done, even if it takes her a long time. Which is something pretty cool about her.”

This holiday season, Ramirez and her family will celebrate what they have – love, strength, hope, and the support of their community. Ramirez doesn’t know whether her condition will improve or worsen. But she is determined to push herself as much as possible.

“I don’t like to think about this, because I know it’s forever – my whole life,” she says. “I try to do everything I can now, because after that I don’t know.”

People in our community have a lot of internal resources and resiliency, and sometimes they just need an extra hand. Your support makes it possible for Puente to empower families like Yesenia’s, providing resources, support, and skill building. Please consider a holiday donation today. Thank you!